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I was dealing with some stress by "acting out" some stuff in my head. Mostly having a third party (say, the shrink I don't currently have) trying to explain to the folks running the apartments that some of their practices are very "triggery" for me.

I do this sort of thing from time to time, because it bleeds off some of the stuff that'd otherwise build up and make me likely to explode at some far too trivial trigger.

What was odd was that I suddenly realized that the "spokesman" in my head was referring to me with female pronouns. Given that my femme side has been more notable by its absence for some time, this was a bit of a surprise, to say the least.

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From:

fayanora.livejournal.com

Maybe Shao'Kehn is taking nest in your head, too?

From:

capybyra.livejournal.com

I'd have to say in my whole life - the F.M Busby book with cycling genders was the most "captivating" re-imagery of "self potentials" I've ever had. There's to me props for being both a pointer and a setter. I deeply cherish prostate massages and yeah- the other malebits have uses.

But that ache for all that menstruation would give me has had me even whisper to myself that.. Yeah- even if I had horridly heavy and crampy monthlies, I'd cherish the whole trip. I'd even comnsider being a host other though having a "baby" as wanting one-to keep.. sorta squicks me

Same for a set of real boobs that could lactate..

From:

kengr

Well, I "invented" cycling back when I was going thru puberty. Rather amazed how much of the "likely" anatomical changes I got right, given how unfamiliar I was with the relevant female bits.

something like my "Morgan" character would be ok with me. Body female enough to pass any time I wanted, but still having functional male bits.

Hey, I'm used to them. The fully female might be fun to try out, but since I don't *know* that I'd be ok with it...