Achtung! Cthulhu
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A Thought on the Moment - 2 Nov. 2025
Nov. 2nd, 2025 07:09 pmSo I'll have to put up with some things and complain as needed.
The End of the End
Nov. 2nd, 2025 06:19 pm
So I no longer have a job. I am no longer something, something defined by a career. How strange. Can I be a bum? A bum might be cool.

On the morning of my last day, before the break of dawn, I was surprised by an outstanding modification done to the golf cart my section uses to get around the grounds at work. It was decked out to look like a giant My Little Pony pegasus, specifically Rainbow Dash. Plus two tin-can chains dragging on the ground behind it, just in case anyone didn't notice a giant rainbow pony driving by. Despite the modifications, the cart did not go faster.
At break there was Oreo cookie cake, payback for all the cakes and desserts I've put out for people to eat on Fridays. I got my revenge: I'd also brought a dessert for this last day, a box of 48 hand-picked very fancy gourmet chocolates made by a local chocolate shop.

Otherwise, my last day at work was mostly normal, a day-long race to try and get everything fed, cleaned up after and medicated. People suggested I could "take it easy", go visit other areas at work. Well, no time, and anyway, no one has any animals I want to casually visit. I spent what time I could spare picking up the bits and pieces I'd squirreled away hither and yon. Like a big pile of CD's I'd spin in my main working area. People appreciated all the boom boxes I'd left everywhere, so those stayed, I don't need them at home, but I took home my calendars, coffee mugs, instant coffee and such the like. Many people stopped me to wish me a happy "retirement" and a handshake. And then the day was over.

There was a going away party, with cake, pies, potato chips, and more cake. A lot of food, the pastries were baked and decorated, in a My Little Pony theme, by my coworkers. Another gave me a tote bag made from dozens of heavy-duty bags the horse feed/treats/minerals come in, horses on one side of the tote bag, good will wishes printed out using cut out letters, like a ransom note, on the other side. Many of the letters were modified to make other letters, like two 'Y's became an 'X', seamlessly, like quilted Photoshop typography. Impressive.
There were pictures, chatting, compliments and a lot of people. So much cake. So very many people. I found some containers and took a good chunk of the food home. Most is now in the freezer as it is going to take ages to eat it all. Everyone is keen for me to come back to visit often.

Post-Deadline Pinch Hits
Nov. 2nd, 2025 05:30 pmIf you would like to claim a pinch hit, please comment to this post with the name/number of the pinch hit you would like. Make sure to include your AO3 username! Comments are screened.
( PH 8 - Psychonauts (Video Games), Umineko no Naku Koro ni | When the Seagulls Cry, No Straight Roads (Video Game), Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types )
( PH 10 - The Adventures of Buckaroo Banzai Across The 8th Dimension (1984), Crossing Jordan (TV 2001), NCIS: Los Angeles )
( CLAIMED - PH 15 - SK8 the Infinity (Anime), Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime), Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Naruto (Anime & Manga), 佐々木と宮野 | Sasaki to Miyano (Manga), 黄昏アウトフォーカス | Tasogare Out Focus (Manga) )
( CLAIMED - PH 16 - Star Trek: Voyager, Star Trek: Deep Space Nine, Star Trek: The Next Generation, Star Trek: Enterprise, The Murderbot Diaries - Martha Wells )
( CLAIMED - PH 17 - Persona 5, Paranormasight: The Seven Mysteries of Honjo (Visual Novel), Doki Doki Literature Club! (Visual Novel), 大逆転裁判 | Dai Gyakuten Saiban | The Great Ace Attorney Chronicles (Video Games), Metaphor: ReFantazio (Video Game), OMORI (Video Game), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), グノーシア | Gnosia (Visual Novel), Yuppie Psycho (Video Game), さらざんまい | Sarazanmai (Anime) )
( CLAIMED - PH 18 - Tortall - Tamora Pierce, Emelan - Tamora Pierce, Chronicles of Narnia - All Media Types, The Saint of Steel - T. Kingfisher, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Stargate SG-1, Twelfth Night - Shakespeare, Paper Mario Series (Video Games) )
( CLAIMED - PH 19 - The Angel of the Crows - Katherine Addison, The Fairyland Series - Catherynne M. Valente, Sherlock Holmes - Arthur Conan Doyle, The Court Jester (1955), Little Women (2019 Movie - Gerwig), The Twa Sisters - Anonymous (Song), Chess - Rice/Ulvaeus/Andersson, Sherlock Holmes (1984 TV), Star Trek: The Original Series, NoPixel (Web Series) )
( PH 20 - Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses, Limbus Company (Video Game), 機動戦士ガンダム サンダーボルト | Gundam Thunderbolt )
( CLAIMED - PH 21 - Final Fantasy XII, Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen, Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 (Video Game), Ancient Greek Religion & Lore, Original Work, Creator's Choice of Fandom, Alex Stern - Leigh Bardugo, Children of Time Series - Adrian Tchaikovsky )
Confused about JCVI and COVID shots
Nov. 2nd, 2025 09:12 pmMy impression of COVID-19 is that there is enough accumulated evidence of risk of life-changing long-term effects, ranging from cognitive to vascular, perhaps also immunological, and enough extra risk from reinfection, that I should be fairly concerned given that our lives don't allow us to live like hermits, and that SARS-CoV-2 infection seems to remain an ongoing issue as mutations continue.
Also, that JCVI's assessment considered rather little of the above and that's most of why they don't judge it worth handing out vaccinations rather more freely.
I wonder to what extent I am mistaken in the above. Or, if not, if there are any good summaries that lay the case out clearly and persuasively, to help me be yet another source of pressure on our elected representatives. Also, how susceptible JCVI might be to political pressure, or if a rather more limited assessment is somehow required by their remit.
And, if JCVI were to be more expansive in the evidence considered, if that would actually change the cost-benefit sufficiently.
Part of why I suspect that I may not just be catching hysteria from the swivel-eyed is that American health insurers seem to intend to continue covering such immunizations. One would expect them to excel in brutally realistic analysis of health statistics.
Cemetery Kids Don't Die #4 is dawning horror.
Nov. 2nd, 2025 10:51 amHer brother Pik was in a coma, mentally taken into the game by the " King of Sleep ". The King'd shoved one of his claws through her friend Enid's left eye while she was helping look for Pik.
Wilson had also been helping her - they'd both taken sleeping pills to get around the hard time-limit on their Dreamwaves, expecting to be able to wake each other up.
But she wasn't able to wake him. She was grounded by her worried and frustrated dad, able only to watch videos about other victims of Nightmare Cemetery.
( She found someone else who'd lost a sibling. )
Gifts everywhere!
Nov. 2nd, 2025 12:11 pmTrick or Treat:
Beware of Gurathin Bearing Gifts (Murderbot, gen, 580 wds)
Fun and playful with some nice little cultural details, and a tantalizing hint of a future mission to come.
Fandom Giftbasket:
Jala, Tujula, and Fraught Understanding by
This is lovely, a possibly-late-in-series vignette with a little bit of cultural exchange (via food/drink) and a little hard-won wisdom/acceptance.
Keepsake by
A really enjoyable, very slightly AU slice-of-life on Port FreeCommerce in which Ratthi takes MB shopping for the first time. Great in-character interactions and a lovely ending!
Zayd & Marwan by
Murderbot, Mensah's kids, and cats. Cute and fun!
This went over well
Nov. 2nd, 2025 03:58 pm
In case the image does not load or someone cannot read it: it is a Bluesky post reading "I firmly believe the Jays would have won had Diefenbaker not cancelled the Avro Arrow."
There are 7 reposts, 2 quotes, and 48 likes.
Are you OK?
Nov. 2nd, 2025 07:31 pmZhaofei Chen recently came across a Japanese bath bucket (湯桶 yuoke) with a big “あ” carved inside. She says that it’s literally called “あゆおけ (ayuoke),” which sounds just like “Are you OK?”, a perfect mix of Japanese and English.
Etymology
/juwoke/ → /juoke/
From Old Japanese. Compound of 湯 (yu, “warm or hot water”) + 桶 (oke, “a bucket or pail; a tub”), itself a compound of 麻 (o, “flax, ramie”) + 笥 (ke, “a container, especially for foodstuffs or tableware”).
Pronunciation
Ingenious!
Selected readings
- "Top Tier Taobao Trick or Treat T-shirt" (10/31/25)
- "Mysterious sign in Japanese and Russian" (3/27/16)
- "Katratripulr" (5/6/22)
- "New expressions for karaoke: the phoneticization of Chinese" (9/25/21)
- "I don't feel OK" (12/27/18) — I feel not OK
- "Justin Bieber OK infix" (2/13/18)
- "O.K. is rude" (11/27/19)
- "If they give me more is OK" (3/26/12)
- "Sure, I'll take a stab at it" (9/28/10)
- "Not OK." (2/20/11)
- "Keep on -inging" (10/30/17)
- " The MaxPlanckForschung Cover Fiasco: How It Happened" (1/3/09)
(VHM note: the last two items explain how "karaOK" works]
Watching the Detectives
Nov. 2nd, 2025 07:54 pmAnyway, got a lovely
I'm determined to catch up a bit with my watching posts, and we now enter the point that it really did become the summer of the cosy detectives, and this is still not all of them, and I didn't even bother including s3 of Beyond Paradise which I also watched in this same stretch, or started, anyway:
* The Drama channel finally came through with s2 & 3 of Miss Scarlet & the Duke! They showed s1 in 2023, which I loved, and I've had to wait all that time for more & I thought they'd lost the rights to it or something. It felt like at least three years! Unfortunately, I did accidentally manage to miss the first two episodes, but overall, again a thoroughly engaging run & I enjoyed it a lot. My favourite ep was where she and her rival detective guy (not the Duke) got snowed in a hotel in France or somewhere and had to work together and against each other to solve it. Top notch, full marks for trapped together and rivals forced to work together tropes done v well.
Not technically a cosy though. It is a lot of fun and isn't especially dark but nevertheless nothing with this banger of an opening credit sequence can be counted as cosy. Only downmarks being for William and Eliza clearly never going to be getting together, although, tbf, they do have good reason for it. Anyway, excellent, would totally be fannish if I was writing much and could get hold of it properly.
* Ch5 then chimed in with Murder Most Puzzling, which was only 4 episodes long and my DVR bailed on recording two of them (there were a lot of things all on TV at the same time, it was difficult for it), but this was daft yet surprisingly good in many ways and starred Phyllis Logan, finally freed from Downton Abbey and allowed to swear and also solve crime as the famous Puzzle Lady, with the complication of her not in fact creating her own puzzles - her brilliant introverted niece with relationship issues actually did that. Is a bit hard to rate exactly due to missing half of a very short series.
* Drama's original series Outrageous, about the Mitfords, which I mentioned several times while I was watching it, and does remain one of the best new TV series I've seen in a while - lively, engaging, able to navigate the more serious aspects pretty well too & a great cast.
* Finally gave up on Ghosts (US) about two or three eps into s4, though, because while it can be fun and sweet itself too, there's just so much painfully formulaic writing in so many of the episodes, the scales tipped from fun-if-flawed to just not worth it any longer and I remembered that I can just tap out if I want to, so I did. (I mean, it does make me appreciate how damn good UK Ghosts was, but I can do that by rewatching it).
Then there were some films I watched upstairs (whether by iPlayer on my tablet, or managed to get to on the dvd despite summer) which I will write about and some I watched downstairs which I cannot write about because I watched them. They were good. I was extremely tired (ill). It was summer. It is ridiculous with the ME/CFS to note that, at the same time, with the same level of brain and (lack of) energy, I took in significantly more of the things I watched upstairs on a bed whereas things I had to watch downstairs sitting up, I'm just *shrug* I watched it. (I listed all these in a post once before, so I mentioned them already). But, yeah. It's ridiculous. It's no wonder people always just wind up thinking we're making it all up. (Please don't open the window, all my energy will depart and I need to be lying down to watch films, sorry. By myself. Quarter of an hour at a time. Very slowly.)