Jonesing?

[kengr]

Well, first it was "wanting" to go to the store without my pants )I was wearing a t-shirt that'd almost do as a mini-dress, and had to remind myself *twice* to put on pants)

Then today I decided that even though my bra *was* gathering my chest into some nice (if small) boobs, I wanted more so I put my smaller set of forms in. Very nice. And then, I didn't want to take them out when I made a store run. I did anyway, because I knew I'm not that passable unless I put a lot more work into it.

And I had to remind myself about pants again.

I wabt to look like a girl, dammit.

Comments

[ratkrycek.livejournal.com]

I think you're a very pretty girl. I liked the pictures you put in my journal. :)

(And sometimes Iwant to look like a boy. So there. :D)

[kengr]

Alas, I'm very sensitive to negative reactions. I need to pass really well unless I've got someone along for moral support.

One of the problems (and why I wore a beard for years) is that I can't shave my face every day. I get a major case of razor burn and worse.

[kengr]

(And sometimes Iwant to look like a boy. So there. :D)

Well, If I recall your picks, you should be able to bind without too much trouble. And even if you don't girls dressed in guy stuff don't get near the grief that guys in girl stuff get.

[ratkrycek.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it's an unfortunate double-standard, isn't it?

I've noticed it, too. Unfair, unfair... I may have to think on why that is that way. Just more "macho" stuff, as in guys shouldn't be girly? But then why... is it that maybe there's a perception that guys are sissifying themselves, where as girls who want to be guyish are just... I don't know... it hardly makes sense. But then, a lot of people would say gender fluidity doesn't make sense, either.

People are people, period... it's time we started acting like it.