Just One Thing (11 December 2025)

Dec. 11th, 2025 08:20 am
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It's challenge time!

Comment with Just One Thing you've accomplished in the last 24 hours or so. It doesn't have to be a hard thing, or even a thing that you think is particularly awesome. Just a thing that you did.

Feel free to share more than one thing if you're feeling particularly accomplished! Extra credit: find someone in the comments and give them props for what they achieved!

Nothing is too big, too small, too strange or too cryptic. And in case you'd rather do this in private, anonymous comments are screened. I will only unscreen if you ask me to.

Go!

Forming sort of a routine...?

Dec. 11th, 2025 03:26 pm
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I beat the rain to my morning walk, ha ha!

(It's... more of an early afternoon walk, really.)

So far my routine alone at home while my partner housesits at his parents' place has been:

- Wake up around 11am
- Eat breakfast (overnight oats) while watching a YouTube video
- Wash the dishes (including last night's, if I just couldn't do it)
- Take a shower + brush teeth + get dressed
- Go for a walk around the block + maybe get a treat or do a quick errand
- Report back to the office unit (which is a few doors down from our living unit, ahah), work for about an hour or two
- Make sure to have a "lunch" break! Eat for about 15 minutes, do some sort of meal prep for the remainder so Future!Mel doesn't Starve
- Work for another couple hours (2-3, sometimes 4)
- Close down the office, have dinner, make sure to wash the dishes (if energy permits)
- If I have time: do something for fun (lately, that's been shrink plastic pins/earrings!)
- TAKE SLEEP MEDS!!!
- Change into sleep clothes, Read something (lately it's been Banana Fish the manga and... oh... oh my... oh)
- Sleep!

I'm kind of going off of "intuitive eating" vibes and trying to be intuitive about my sleep too but without an alarm, I'm basically sleeping between 10-12 hours, oops. I do find myself waking up around 4am and 7am still, so... I'm going to try to set my alarm at at least 7am. With Alarmy. The app that requires me to do squats to turn it off.

The problem is... I keep waking up before it and turning it off :)))) My solution to that is to put it in Jail (which is a wire bin where our TV console it, so I can't just reach for it willy nilly at my pillow.)

Thing is, I listen to YouTube videos to lull myself to sleep (lately it's been Caddy Sleeps, Caddicarus' sleep channel), so... mmm. I'll need to figure that part out. I could keep the TV on, but the lights keep me up... maybe I'll wear an eye mask? But I feel like it's a waste of electricity... I have been thinking about eventually getting a small portable wireless speaker, maybe that could be a workaround? (Though maybe I should test if I can hear the phone well enough from the bin first, lol.)

Actually been eyeing sleep eye masks with built-in speakers a lot though because, well, I usually sleep next to my partner, and my videos keep him up :') Hmmm....

I kinda lost track of the rest of what I wanted to say so I suppose this acted like one of those morning journal 750 word brain dumps, which! Is nice! I really miss journaling regularly, I think doing that on deviantART and Livejournal so often in my teens and young adulthood kept me sane...

I've been writing long-ish letter responses to a few friends I reconnected with--over a decade since we last corresponded, yeesh! We send them through Discord, but reply like we're replying to journals or forum posts, it's kind of nice. Less pressure to respond immediately to things, I really am enjoying it so far and want to try it with my other friends too.

Yosh, I think I got most of my brain energy out, time to get that 1-2 initial hours of printshop work in! I have something to ship out by the end of the day, haha. And another one by tomorrow... I'm pretty sure I can handle it!

(That said I sure wish ADHD meds weren't continuing to be in a terrible shortage worldwide!! I sure could use those everyday and not *squints* me saving them for when I think I might need them most rather than every day, which is actually when I'd best be served by them!!! Ooooops!!!)
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It's December Days time again. This year, I have decided that I'm going to talk about skills and applications thereof, if for no other reason than because I am prone to both the fixed mindset and the downplaying of any skills that I might have obtained as not "real" skills because they do not fit some form of ideal.

10: Accessibility

As you may have gleaned from this series and many others of the type, I am not what you would call typical. This is in some physical manners, because I am Long Being, but mostly, where this is important is in the mental matters, as while I can do most of the necessary functions of life, there are some things, like time and memory, that don't function in "normal" ways. Variable Attention Stimulus Trait means that there are many things that I will tick as done that are not done, but I will only be reminded of that not-done status when it becomes contextually relevant again. Or I will try to remember a thing, and then it will not trigger again until someone else mentions it or there is some other reason for that piece of memory to fire. And sometimes, when I'm doing something that gives me actual dopamine and the feeling of accomplishment, it's not easy to get me to focus on other things. At least, not until I hit some goal of my own and can switch tasks. Which I may not remember the need to, especially if there's been some sort of progression in the game that is now presenting me with new options to explore.

These kinds of situations can happen even in spots where I am attempting to pay attention. So I devised systems to ensure that I had all the things I needed to do done first before engaging in anything that might produce the flow state. And I still use those systems. Even as I type this, there's the lure of other games and things to solve that I would also like to indulge in, but I am refraining because those things are likely to become time sinks, and I want to enjoyably spend my time, rather than recriminate about how I wasted it doing things I enjoyed and neglecting things that should have had higher priority. With appropriate supports and support from other people, I can function as a human being in a society. Mostly, what that takes the form of is "please write the thing down and give it to me, or send me a reminder e-mail or message that I have agreed to this thing, because once I leave this context, I will not remember it until I am in this context again, or at some other random, unhelpful time." This also means a certain amount of not giving me grief about the messiness of my spaces, because my working memory is often embedded in objects that are present in my workspace. They remind me to do certain things when I spot them. Once they are out of my sight, my brain often marks them as completed, even if they're not. Concentration sometimes means having fidgets available to keep the distractions part working on the fidget so that I can concentrate. Or it means taking notes, because taking notes means processing the thing that is happening. Systems at work, and they are always only as good as fixing the last thing that managed to evade or break the system and become a problem, so that will also mean having to be patient with me while I figure out how to prevent the problem from reoccurring. (The solution might very well be, as I wrote above, "please e-mail me when I agree to do a thing.")

Accessibility and accommodation is important to me, because without it, everyone expects me to behave and think and do things the same way they do, and at least one manager tried to fire me because she didn't understand that the things I was doing. She classified them as rude and personal failings, and didn't particularly like my explanations of "I would rather stand up and stay awake than stay seated and fall asleep" (at the time, the things that were interfering with my ability to have restful sleep were not yet diagnosed, so I was working on systems that worked for me at university without understanding why) or "I am paying attention to the participants in the program as I also try to puzzle out this situation in front of me." (Apparently, trusting children and teenagers to be responsible and at least do some amount of managing themselves is completely wrong.) Or even, "I forgot at that moment that this edge case existed to a regular rule, I'm sorry and I have created a flowchart of how the process works to demonstrate to you that I do understand it and I will try not to forget again." (The person being upset at me trumped any and all apology and demonstration that I could put together that this was an honest mistake.) My continued longevity at my place of work in my profession is mostly due to the fact that this manager retired before she could complete the process of getting me fired, and every subsequent manager I have had was either not in place long enough for issues to arise or actually understands that at least some part of your job as a manager is to help your employees do their best work, and sometimes that will mean having to do things in a particular way.

In many other aspects of my life, I benefit greatly from the curb-cut effect, making traversing physical space easier and having greater understanding of what is going on in media programs by being able to turn on subtitling or captioning and read to ensure that what is being said and done matches with what I'm hearing. (I don't use Descriptive Audio, but I think it's great to have available as well.) I can magnify text and pictures so that it's comfortable to view from several feet away, even if I can read it at the smaller, more original size. I have a fair number of tools developed for accessibility that I take advantage of when I get the opportunity to do so, even if they are things that I do not specifically "need" to function. I have not met people who think that I am either somehow taking advantage of something that doesn't belong to me or that I am somehow less human because I use those tools. Not yet, anyway. Most people who have taken me to task do so on the strength or compatibility with their worldview of my ideas and statements, and not because I use certain tools.

Because of the communities I work with, however, and the repeated parts of the instruction that I do on library resources, I am very sensitive to how accessible software packages are, and how many steps it takes to accomplish things, and where there are pain points, annoyance points, or where I end up saying the same things over and over again because they continue to be obstacles and impediments to a successful process. And while I would like to say that any such things that I discover are taken seriously and fixed by the people who make the software, or who control out environment, the reality is that library software and systems is the kind of place where you can count the number of products that do certain tasks on two hands, with some fingers left over, and you can count the number of companies that own those options on one hand and you might still have a finger or two left over. If competition is supposed to be the biggest driver of innovation and the threat of leaving is supposed to be the thing that gets companies to improve their products when there are complaints, then in library systems and software, we don't have enough options to be able to force either of those desired outcomes. And, as both publishing and library systems and services consolidate, we end up with fewer companies in charge of more things, making it even harder to change in the face of a company sucking. In a world where the government was on the lookout for anti-competitive behavior and starting giving serious side-eyes to conglomerates and making menacing gestures with a sledgehammer in hand, we might have that competition, but regulatory capture is a thing, and it's much easier for those who have money to buy politicians and legislation than those without.

So, with the understanding that DRM is an abomination unto Nuggan, but without it, nobody would license material to libraries to lend (and that all of that is basically controlled by one company, Overdrive, even oif other companies and projects exist to try and break that practical monopoly), allow me to complain about the inaccessibility of things that I encounter in my workplace.

First up, Windows. Obviously, our IT department does not want to give us free reign over our staff machines, nor to give the public the ability to make permanent changes to our computers or run or install malware on them. But it appears that their ability to control whether various items in the Control Panel are present is mostly controlled by the categories those items appear in, and perhaps some fine-grained control past that. Which resulted in me filing a ticket with them because the "Do Not Disturb" mode was kicking on while I was doing other things, and it meant I was missing e-mail and chat notifications because the machine assumed that I didn't want to be disturbed. I couldn't turn off DND, it turns out, because DND had been classified by Microsoft as a "Gaming"-related function, and the policy IT set removed the ability to access the Gaming part of the Control Panel. They were able to fix this. This feels like someone at Microsoft said "only the people playing games will use applications in full-screen or maximized modes, and so they're the only ones who will care about whether notifications will interrupt them or not, so stick the do-not-disturb settings in the gaming area," and nobody with the ability to get things changed pointed out that this was a foolish idea and made unfounded assumptions about the users of their product. (The integration of their LLM into basically all Microsoft apps and Windows itself is similarly a foolish decision based on unfounded assumptions about the users of their products, but at least there someone could argue that some people actually do want to use LLMs.)

Another large Windows Accessibility gripe I had is that the Ease of Access features (Microsoft's name for their accessibility features) are not available by default, so that when someone wants to log in to one of our computers, we do not have the option of showing the on-screen keyboard, or several other accessibility features that would make it possible for the machines to be used independently by people with physical disabilities. I had a person with a caregiver who came into the library, who had a USB-A pluggable control mechanism that allowed them to move a mouse cursor without needing their caregiver to do so. But because our Ease of Access functions aren't available by default, this person could not independently sign into our machine. Once the caregiver had typed in the appropriate numbers on the keyboard, then it was possible for the person to navigate merrily along in what they wanted, and to then access some of the Ease of Access features so they could do things independently. I do not know why all of those features are not available right from the jump. Some of them have become so, because I've seen people using the magnifier at the login screen, and then had to undo that work to make the machine ready for the next person. But still no on-screen keyboard toggle anywhere so that a person who can't use the keyboard can still type. (There's probably some sort of security reason to not do this that I don't know about, and I have questions about why we're using software where the presence of an on-screen keyboard somehow introduces a greater security risk than the attached physical keyboard does.)

After a months-long data breach incident, the details of which have not yet been fully revealed to the public or to the staff, we were staring down the barrel of a fair number of paper library card applications that needed to be put into the ILS, once it had been stood back up and the transactions that had been put into it had been run through. I didn't want to spend my time clicking through all of the form fields, so I tried to tab-navigate them, so that I would use as little motion as possible. Which is where I discovered that the form itself is only completely tab-navigable if there's only one entry in the autofill for a given ZIP code. If there more than one option and I have to select from the modal that pops up, the tab navigation resets to the top of the page, and when I get back to that ZIP code, I can't tab through it, even though I've already entered the information, without popping the modal back up and then getting kicked back to the top of the page. I filed a ticket about this, because surely this is a known problem and someone has already figured out how to move the cursor to the next field after the modal has been dismissed. It hasn't been fixed yet, so I still have to do at least one click to do a library card application. I'd hate to have to deal with that as a screen reader user, or someone who doesn't have the ability to consistently click a mouse to the right place.

Most of my accessibility headaches, however, come from the suite that we use to control user access to the computers and that manage the printing from those user accounts. First and foremost among them is the discovery that while the computer access and printing system has to communicate with our ILS, it doesn't actually generate any kind of account on its own systems until the first time that a card number and PIN are used to sign in to a computer, or to make a reservation for a computer. We had a fair number of people who have had cards for a very long time get stymied the first time they try to use our "print from anywhere" option, because the number is right, the PIN is right, and yet the system told them they were an "inactive user." While the fix is relatively simple (make a reservation for them, then cancel that reservation), how much simpler it would be if, say, every day or so, the computer access and printing system would query our ILS for accounts, and then create access and reservation entries in its own system for any numbers that it didn't already have such accounts for. This would not normally be an issue, but the print system runs on a sixty second timer that resets when you press the touchscreen.

Well, I should say that's the only visible timer that runs on the print release station and system. There are several hidden timers running all throughout the printing retrieval process, starting right with the beginning of it. Since we offer such things as print from home, the prompt at the end of the process that involves the person's device is to enter an e-mail address. The print release station is the place where we have an on-screen keyboard, and for people who don't do things particularly quickly, a long e-mail address can take several minutes to type on the keyboard. Several of the people I've been assisting have had their attempts disappear suddenly because we've reached some sort of hidden timeout that starts when the login screen is opened, and which does not reset itself in any way on any kind of keypress on the keyboard. I have been known to type their email addresses in on the second go-round simply because this timer is unforgiving and entirely invisible.

Another hidden timer runs while someone is waiting on various screens to either pay for their printing or use their library card credit, and no, we haven't been allowed to take cash for printing or copying for nearly a decade at this point. (This, too, is a matter of inaccessibility, even though our payment terminals are equipped with NFC readers so that the "tap to pay" options available with various cards or apps all work appropriately. Being cashless has pretty well made us hostile to the unbanked and to those people who would rather flip us a dime for a one-page print, rather than faffing about with a credit card charge of the same amount.) This hidden timer comes into play when we have to activate a supposedly "Inactive" user - even at my fastest, I would still not be able to complete it in the single minute of the visible timer. So I tell the people that they can reset the countdown timer just by pressing on the screen, but at about 45 to 60 seconds of sitting at the payment screen without pressing anything, the system drops back a level to the spot where you would select what you wanted printed from the available options. So, when the user becomes "active," they then have to go back through a couple of procedural steps, including re-scanning their library card and re-inputting their PIN, to get to the spot where they were before and discovered that the system didn't know who they were.

I'm not opposed to timers that exit out automatically and re-set the kiosk for the next person. I am opposed to secret timers that do this, because they create more problems than they solve. And especially secret timers that don't reset themselves.

The interface itself, especially the spot where the payment options are selected, has one glaring inaccessible part to it - only the button is touchable and will engage the labeled function. The text that is next to the button that describes its function is completely not part of the touchable space, and yet, I consistently have to help people who have touched the text, expecting it to be a target space, and who then get confused because something should have happened there. It sometimes takes me an explanation or two of "you have to push the button to the left" before they get to the right target area. And while these are not small buttons, neither are they particularly large, and so I can only imagine what someone with a disability or difficulty with being able to touch the same spot on a screen consistently would experience, in addition to massive frustration that this system doesn't have large enough touch targets for a crucial part of their function.

Oh, and also, apart from the first screen, which can be pinch-zoomed to make the target to start things easier to hit, everything from that point forward is of fixed size and is not zoomable or arrangeable in some form of larger blocks, or otherwise can have a mode for people who need larger touch targets or larger text to read or any other such accessibility concerns. And, while there's supposedly a button to change the language from English to Spanish, the only thing that gets translated is the interface where you put in a library card number and PIN or the e-mail address from the Print from Home option. Once signed in, everything is in English again. I filed a ticket about that, too, and apparently the company came back and told IT, when IT escalated the bug to the software developers, that they only intended to translate that first screen, and not the rest of the options that someone would have to go through to successfully print. That kind of sloppy, inaccessible work would have me advocating really hard for switching to some competitor product that actually gives a single shit about accessibility or language translation. That, of course, assumes there is one. I'm not entirely sure there is, at least with enough corporate support to make it something we would consider purchasing. (If we had an IT department that didn't have all their time consumed by putting out fires, I'd strongly urge us to find solutions that we could basically run and maintain ourselves, so that we could be responsive to comments and queries, instead of expecting and receiving the shrug emoji from the companies that we escalate these issues to.)

So I have multiple complaints about the software that we use, and zero faith that any of the issues that I raise about them will be fixed in any future release. And that's before I start complaining about our website, and our marketing materials, and so many other things that are also probably inaccessible. (although I did finally manage to get the text size bumped up for our digital advertising displays when I pointed it out to the marketing person how small the text was when they were at our location. I think they also need some refreshers on minimum contrast for images.)

The most recent gall for me, however, has been that other IT departments in our public schools have made foolish decisions of their own that render school-issued devices unable to get on our Wi-Fi. Our Wi-Fi uses a captive portal system, which is not my favored way of doing things, but it is at least a system that happens mostly automatically, with the user input needing to be to connect to the network and then to click the "Agree and Connect" button on the captive portal page. For most devices, this works fine, and people can then merrily use the Wi-Fi. For these school-issued devices, however, while they can supposedly connect to the Wi-Fi, they never get the captive portal page to appear, and none of the tricks that I know of to make said page appear work on these devices. As I was helping someone with this particular problem, I think I gained sufficient insight to know what's going on. Both of the sites used to try and generate the captive portal page timed out, and they both wanted to route through the same server and weren't able to do so. Which made me think "oh, no, someone's hard-coded a proxy for all traffic to pass through first." Which would work fine on school networks, or on Wi-Fi networks where you enter a passphrase to connect to the network, and otherwise then have access to the whole Internet from there. But on a captive portal network like ours, we need the connection to go to the captive portal page to start with, and then from there, we can open up the Internet at large. But the computers insist that all traffic has to go through this server first, including the captive portal page, no doubt, and so we have an impasse where the captive portal page needs to be acknowledged first, but the computer has been set up to route through some other server for everything, and therefore it will never let the captive portal appear and be acknowledged.

sigh

So to fix this, we'd have to convince the school IT to let their machines connect to our captive portal (and presumably other ones, too), and then to use their proxy server. There's probably CIPA and/or COPPA compliance issues there somewhere, and other things about who would theoretically be liable if a school computer were used to access age-restricted things, and so forth. Which, since we have trouble connecting with schools anyway, is probably a pipe dream of mine to get these conversations going and the desired result. Our best alternatives here are to use a desktop or library-provided laptop, but I wouldn't be surprised if it's somewhat hard to access your school learning modules and environments from a non school-issued device. So instead our Wi-Fi is inaccessible and students can't do their homework at the library, like they would like to.

And these are the things that I have direct contact with, or that show up in what I work with the public over. I'm sure there are so many other things that are accessibility concerns, or just concerns about whether or not someone feels represented, or safe, or that the library acknowledges their existence. I'd like for use to be better about all of this, but so much of that is in the hands of people with more decision-making power and resource allocation power than I have. And so I don't expect things to get any better any time soon, because the priorities of the library aren't doing a lot of pushing on those things, and the companies that we could be leaning on don't have incentives to improve, because they know we won't really be able to use a competitor product, assuming one exists.

But still I complain, and I file tickets, and I try. That's what I'm supposed to do, and hopefully, one day, things will get fixed. Preferably before someone decides to take us to court over accessibility issues. (This is an exercise in futility sometimes, and it bothers me, but I still try.)

Aurendor D&D: Summary for 12/10 Game

Dec. 11th, 2025 12:10 am
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In tonight's game, the rest under a cut for those who don't care. )

And that's where we left off.

The Emperor's Caretaker 01

Dec. 10th, 2025 10:47 pm
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The Emperor's Caretaker 01 by Haruki Yoshimura

The first in a series, mostly set-up apparently.

Read more... )

Milk Run

Dec. 10th, 2025 10:48 pm
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Milk Run by Nathan Lowell

Adventures in space!

Read more... )
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(From two issues back.)

When we last left the Blue Beetle, his prognosis was grim: the Queen Bee has programmed his mind to attack not only Max Lord but also itself. He's comatose and circling the drain. Without the Bee, he’s just a “-tle”! Only two things can save him: an old man he’s sort of met before and his own horniness.

But not for the old man. )

MASH Christmas fic

Dec. 10th, 2025 05:31 pm
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This is actually something I wrote last winter, February or so, when I was bingeing MASH. I figured that although I could post it at the time I wrote it, I could also wait and post it at actual Christmastime.

Goodnight Moon (1816 words) by Sholio
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: MASH (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Benjamin Franklin "Hawkeye" Pierce, Charles Emerson Winchester III, B. J. Hunnicutt, Minor Characters
Additional Tags: Christmas, Missing Scene, Episode: s09e05 Death Takes a Holiday
Summary: Hawkeye makes a discovery. (Missing scene for 9x05 "Death Takes a Holiday," the season 9 Christmas episode.)

Link: Car-free in Pittsburgh

Dec. 10th, 2025 06:17 pm
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Confessions of a ‘passenger princess,’ traveling Pittsburgh without a car by Emma Riva.
Taking the bus might not feel as sexy as driving a Mustang, but this is the role of the passenger princess: to romanticize the blue glow of the late-night buses; to celebrate the serendipitous conversations with poets, former MMA fighters and sommeliers doubling as rideshare drivers; to enjoy the intimacy and trust of a loved one driving you somewhere you need to go. Let’s keep the city yours and mine.


My parents gave me their older car when I was a senior in college, and later I bought one new, both small hatchbacks with few fancy features. I already biked around town a lot and arranged my life so I didn't have to commute by car. After a crash in September 2002 totaled my little blue hatchback, I decided I didn't want another car.

Over the last 23 years as cars have gotten bigger and more complicated and more invasive of privacy, I'm only confirmed in not wanting one.

I use public transit sometimes, and I get rides from friends sometimes, but mostly I get around on foot and by bike. Even in a place with good transit by US standards, it's still infrequent enough and unreliable enough to be a huge hassle. I'd rather be out in the cold and the rain on my bike than standing waiting for a bus.

Someone asked me recently how cold it has to get to stop me from riding. The answer is, cold won't really do it in the places I've lived. In Portland I had good enough gear to ride when it was 25 or 30 degrees. In the Bay Area it just won't get cold enough. Ice and snow stop me, and wind strong enough to blow me into the opposing lane.

I hope I can continue being car-free for a good long time to come. I love being out in the weather, breathing the air, saying hello to other cyclists, and being graciously allowed to cross big streets by drivers. I have a bike trailer to haul big items, and a bike pannier to haul groceries or sheet music or whatever else I need.

Mood Theme in a Year Returns!

Dec. 11th, 2025 01:57 am
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[community profile] moodthemeinayear is coming back in 2026 with a new twist: Creating a custom mood theme can now earn you Dreamwidth points!

Mood Theme in a Year is a community that takes a laid-back approach to creating a custom mood theme. If you've always wanted to create your own mood theme (those little images that pop up when you select something from the drop-down "Mood" menu when posting), this is a great place to do it! Take your time creating graphics for anywhere between 15 and 132 moods, either following the community's suggested schedule or going at your own pace. (Though you need to make a minimum of 18 graphics to earn any paid time.)

The "official" schedule starts again from the beginning on January 1st, but you can jump in at any time during the year; feel free to challenge yourself as well with Bingo cards or the Mood Theme in a Month calendars! Learn more in the community pinned post or profile.

I hope to see you there!
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Posted by John Scalzi

It’s difficult to explain Swimming to Cambodia to anyone who hasn’t seen it. More accurately, it’s actually very easy to explain Swimming to Cambodia to someone who hasn’t seen it — literally, it’s actor/writer/monologuist Spaulding Gray sitting at a desk and talking for an hour and a half — but it’s difficult to explain how him sitting at that desk for an hour and a half is so compelling and watchable. Is it because Gray himself is watchable and compelling? Yes he is, in a blue blood nebbish sort of way, but it isn’t that (or not just that). It’s also because what he’s doing, monologuing while sitting, is almost entirely at odds with the very idea of a motion picture. Spaulding Gray just sits there, talks into a microphone, occasionally gesticulates and at a couple points pulls down a map to point to things. And it’s magnetic.

Spaulding Gray himself was something of a character, a New Englander in birth and education who drifted west after college to be part of an “intentional community,” only to drift east again to New York, and a life of writing and theater, becoming a co-founder of The Wooster Group. Eventually Gray started doing one-man shows based on his life, monologues with him and chair and a desk, and a notebook with outlines of what he wanted to say but (as I understand it) no hardened script. He would just go in the direction he would go, and hopefully he would take the audience along with him. Occasionally he would do a movie or some television, because, you know, if you could, why wouldn’t you.

One of those movies was The Killing Fields, a Roland Joffe film about Cambodia during the Khmer Rouge era, and two journalists, one American and one Cambodian, caught in the crossfire. Gray did not play the American journalist (Sam Waterston did); Gray played a minor bureaucrat who gives Waterston’s character an important piece of information. A small role, but as your high school drama teacher undoubtedly told you, there are no small parts. Certainly Gray didn’t think so; he played a minor role in the film, but the film and his experiences as part of the cast gave him enough material for a new monologue, Swimming to Cambodia, which was first performed live in 1985 and then published as a book in 1986 before becoming this movie in 1987.

When I first watched Swimming to Cambodia in college, I was trying to find some familiar slot to put it in. Surely there have been “one man shows” committed to film before, albeit usually in the form of some TV special where Hal Holbrooke was portraying Mark Twain, or some British actor was glaumphing about insisting they were Charles Dickens or Winston Churchill or some such. Occasionally, and again mostly on TV (and here in the US, mostly on PBS) you might see some illustrious Shakespearean actor talk about his life, interspersed with a monologue or two from the bard.

There were also, of course, comedy concert films, of which the ones with Richard Pryor are probably the most memorable: one comedian up on a stage with a microphone and ninety minutes to two hours to kill, and an audience to slay. There are even one-man dramatic movies, although those are rare too, quirky films like Robert Altman’s 1984 film Secret Honor, where Philip Baker Hall portrays Richard Nixon rattling around his private office, offering a stream-of-consciousness monologue about how it was he came to resign.

Swimming to Cambodia was like these movies and also not like them at all. Gray is not portraying some historical personage or plucking choice words from playwrights; he’s not pacing the stage or wandering a set. He is sitting at a desk, saying his own words, talking about his own experiences. Those words are funny as often as not, and Gray, a professional storyteller, know how to pace his material like the best comedians might. But this is not a comic performance — any performance that goes into great detail about the horrors of the Cambodian auto-genocide is not one that one would (or should) describe as a nonstop laugh riot. It’s not a concert film, with that call-and-response energy that concert films, musical and comedy, often have.

So: Not precisely a one-man show, not precisely a comedy concert, but a heretofore secret third thing involving one man and his own words, done in a way that, as far as I could remember, really hadn’t been done before and, excepting Spaulding Gray himself, who did more films like this, wasn’t done again, at least not theatrically. Spaulding Gray was and is sui generis as a cinematic genre.

Of the four monologue films he did do (not counting a monologue-laden documentary after his death), Swimming to Cambodia is the first, and, to my mind, the best. It is only Spaulding Gray on the stage, but it’s not only Spaulding Gray making the film. It’s directed by Jonathan Demme, who three years earlier directed Stop Making Sense, one of the greatest concert films ever made, directed Something Wild right before this, Married to the Mob right after this, and The Silence of the Lambs right after that. There may be greater movie directors in the history of American cinema, but few have such a willfully quirky stretch of their career.

Of all of these films, it’s Stop Making Sense that Swimming to Cambodia shares the most DNA with, which is funny to say considering that in that film, the members of the Talking Heads never stop moving, and in this film, Spaulding Gray never once leaves his desk. But just because Gray is relatively stationary doesn’t mean filming him can’t be kinetic. Demme finds his ways to make movement happen, through camera choices, lighting and set design. There is a lot happening here, even if the one person onscreen isn’t moving from his chair. That kinetic style is what makes this pair well with Stop Making Sense, even if they are otherwise polar opposite films in Demme’s filmography.

Again: I can’t think of another film quite like this one, not starring Spaulding Gray. I wonder why that is, and also I don’t wonder at all. Lots of people are comedians, and lots of actors can hold a stage even without the support of another actor. But to do this sort of studied monologuing is an odd duck middle ground, and I don’t think a lot of people do it, or can do it. I don’t think a lot of people have the temperament for it, for one thing: Spaulding Gray, gone more than twenty years now, did the monologue thing on the regular, doing it before this film, and doing it well after. I saw him do it myself in the 90s, when he was touring (touring!) with his monologue, Gray’s Anatomy, which would become his fourth and final monologue film (directed by Stephen Soderbergh, as it happens).

He had a real commitment to the form, which other people don’t have, or perhaps, have not have had with the same amount of success. Perhaps it was the case that even a nation as capacious as the United States could only sustain a single breakout monologuist at a time. Gray died in 2004 and no one has climbed into the role of the nation’s monologuist since, or if they have, I regret to say I have not been made aware of it. This is a shame. The United States needs many things right now, and perhaps a monologuist is one of them.

Of all the films in this “Comfort Reads” rubric, I think Swimming to Cambodia might end up being the most divisive and even the most unpopular. I don’t think it takes any great power of observation to understand why I, who have frequently written about myself and my life, and who even takes to a stage now and again to read to people things I have written, would find this film fascinating. I, too, monologue! (Not at his level, to be clear.) But I don’t know if other people who don’t do these things will find it as interesting, and as rewatchable.

But here’s the thing: like, love or loathe Swimming to Cambodia, you’re not likely to see another film very much like it. Of all the films I’m writing about here, this one is probably the most unique. It’s worth seeing for that alone.

— JS

Day 1786: "Crushing it."

Dec. 10th, 2025 04:48 pm
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Posted by Matt Kiser

Day 1786

Today in one sentence: During Trump’s first stop on his “affordability” tour in Mount Pocono, Pennsylvania, he claimed he’s "crushing it" on inflation and delivering “lower prices” and “bigger paychecks”; U.S. farmers say Trump’s new $12 billion aid package falls short of their projected $35 billion to $44 billion in losses on major crops; the Federal Reserve cut its benchmark interest rate by a quarter point to a range of 3.5 to 3.75%, the third reduction this year; the House passed a $900 billion defense bill that eliminates Pentagon diversity, equity and inclusion offices, cuts $1.6 billion in climate programs, and writes several of Trump’s executive orders into law; the U.S. seized a sanctioned oil tanker loaded with Venezuelan crude off the country’s coast; a federal judge ordered the Trump administration to end its deployment of California National Guard troops in Los Angeles; the Department of Homeland Security will buy six Boeing 737 jets to build its own deportation fleet for ICE for roughly $140 million; the Trump administration plans to require tourists from 42 countries to disclose five years of social media history before entering the U.S.; a third federal judge ordered the release of grand jury transcripts and other investigative records from Jeffrey Epstein’s 2019 federal sex trafficking case; Democrats won Miami’s mayoral runoff and flipped a Republican-held Georgia state House seat; and nearly half of Americans said they struggle to afford groceries, utilities, health care, housing, and transportation, and half said they find it difficult to pay for food.


1/ During Trump’s first stop on his “affordability” tour in Mount Pocono, Pennsylvania, he claimed he’s “crushing it” on inflation and delivering “lower prices” and “bigger paychecks.” Throughout the 90-minute, rally-style event, Trump blamed Democrats for “the high prices,” mocked “affordability” as a new political word, and claimed his tariffs prove “America is winning again,” and that “Pennsylvania is prospering again.” Government figures, however, show inflation running around 3% a year, similar to the end of the Biden administration and above the Federal Reserve’s 2% target, while grocery and rent costs are up roughly 30% over the last five years. Nevertheless, Trump pointed to the strong stock market and new factory investments as evidence of his success, even though manufacturing has lost about 30,000 jobs since February and economists have warned that his tariffs could weaken business investment and long-term growth. (New York Times / NPR / Washington Post / NBC News / CBS News)

  • U.S. farmers say Trump’s new $12 billion aid package falls short of their projected $35 billion to $44 billion in losses on major crops, calling it “a lifeline, not a long-term solution” and “a Band-Aid on an open wound.” (Reuters / The Hill)

2/ The Federal Reserve cut its benchmark interest rate by a quarter point to a range of 3.5 to 3.75%, the third reduction this year. The Fed signaled that it may pause further cuts as officials split over how to handle inflation and a weakening job market. New projections showed most policymakers expect only one cut in 2026 and raised their forecast for economic growth even though they still see inflation staying above the Fed’s 2% target for several years. Chair Jerome Powell said the Fed is “well positioned to wait to see how the economy evolves,” framing the move as protection against labor market risks, while Trump dismissed the decision as a “rather small” cut that “could have been doubled.” (Politico / Wall Street Journal / CNBC / Bloomberg / ABC News / Axios / Associated Press / Washington Post / New York Times)

3/ The House passed a $900 billion defense bill that eliminates Pentagon diversity, equity and inclusion offices, cuts $1.6 billion in climate programs, and writes several of Trump’s executive orders into law. The bill gives troops a 3.8% pay raise, withholds 25% of Defense Secretary Pete Hegseth’s travel budget until lawmakers receive unedited videos and command orders for lethal boat strikes near Latin America, and requires the Pentagon to keep at least 76,000 troops in Europe and 28,500 in South Korea, and authorizes $400 million a year in security aid for Ukraine for two years. (New York Times / Associated Press / Politico)

4/ The U.S. seized a sanctioned oil tanker loaded with Venezuelan crude off the country’s coast, which Trump called the “largest one ever seized” even as basic facts about the operation remain unclear. Attorney General Pam Bondi identified the vessel as the Skipper and said Coast Guard, FBI, and Homeland Security teams fast-roped from helicopters to execute a sealed seizure warrant for a ship she linked to “sanctioned oil from Venezuela and Iran” that supports foreign terrorist organizations. Officials, however, didn’t explain whether the U.S. is claiming the ship, the oil, or both, and have released no public evidence beyond Bondi’s statement and short video clips of the boarding. Venezuela’s government, meanwhile, called the move “barefaced robbery and an act of international piracy,” while U.S. officials described it as part of a broader effort to cut off Nicolás Maduro’s oil revenue after more than 20 deadly strikes on alleged drug boats that legal experts say may violate international law. (NBC News / New York Times / Reuters / The Guardian / Axios / Associated Press / Bloomberg / CNBC / Wall Street Journal / Politico)

5/ A federal judge ordered the Trump administration to end its deployment of California National Guard troops in Los Angeles and return control of the soldiers to Gov. Gavin Newsom. U.S. District Judge Charles Breyer said Trump went too far by keeping about 100 Guard members in the city months after the protests that first prompted the call-up, warning that the administration was asking for a “blank check” to use state troops as a national police force. The order is on hold until Monday to give the administration time to appeal. The White House, meanwhile, insists that Trump used his “lawful authority.” (CalMatters / NPR / New York Times / CNN / Bloomberg / Reuters / NBC News / Wall Street Journal)

6/ The Department of Homeland Security will buy six Boeing 737 jets to build its own deportation fleet for ICE for roughly $140 million. DHS claimed the move will save $279 million “by allowing ICE to operate more effectively, including by using more efficient flight patterns” and will help Trump and Homeland Security Secretary Kristi Noem get “criminal illegal aliens OUT of our country.” ICE Air Operations currently uses a mix of chartered and commercial planes and, since Trump took office, has run more than 1,700 deportation flights to 77 countries and over 6,300 domestic flights to transfer detainees between U.S. jails as it works toward a goal of 1 million removals. (CNBC / Washington Post / Bloomberg)

  • Trump’s English-language mandate has taken about 9,500 commercial truck drivers off U.S. roads since June, even as the industry faces a driver shortage. Transportation Secretary Sean Duffy claimed it’s a safety measure so operators can read signs and talk with officers and vowing to keep “dangerous, unqualified truck drivers off the road.” (Axios / Bloomberg)

7/ The Trump administration plans to require tourists from 42 countries to disclose five years of social media history before entering the U.S. as part of the ESTA pre-travel screening system. Under the plan, applicants would also have to submit past email addresses and phone numbers, detailed information about immediate family members, selfies and other biometrics. Customs and Border Protection said the changes are meant to enforce a Trump executive order to block foreigners who may pose security risks. Immigration lawyers and digital rights advocates, however, warned the plan may chill speech and travel, while groups like the Electronic Frontier Foundation argued that mandatory social media surveillance invades privacy without clear evidence it improves security. (CNBC / Wall Street Journal / NBC News / Washington Post / Associated Press / New York Times)

8/ A third federal judge ordered the release of grand jury transcripts and other investigative records from Jeffrey Epstein’s 2019 federal sex trafficking case, expanding the cache of files the Justice Department must make public under a new law. The ruling follows similar orders from the judges overseeing Ghislaine Maxwell’s case and an earlier Epstein investigation, clearing the way for hundreds of thousands of pages of records to be disclosed. All three judges relied on the Epstein Files Transparency Act, passed by Congress last month and signed by Trump, which requires the Justice Department to release nearly all unclassified Epstein- and Maxwell-related investigative materials by Dec. 19 and says records can’t be withheld for reasons like “embarrassment” or “political sensitivity.” The judges also ordered the government to redact victims’ names and sensitive information. (Associated Press / Politico / NBC News / CNN / New York Times / Bloomberg / Washington Post)

9/ Democrats won Miami’s mayoral runoff and flipped a Republican-held Georgia state House seat. In Miami, Eileen Higgins defeated Trump-backed Emilio González, becoming the city’s first woman mayor and first Democratic mayor in nearly 30 years. In Georgia, Democrat Eric Gisler claimed a narrow lead of about 200 votes over Republican Mack Guest in the Athens-area 121st District. Democrats have flipped 25 Republican-held legislative seats out of the 118 decided in 2025, meaning they captured 21% of the Republican seats on the ballot. Democrats have gained ground in Virginia, New Jersey, Iowa, Mississippi, Pennsylvania, and Georgia, while Republicans have failed to flip any seats. (Miami Herald / Associated Press / Politico / CNN / NBC News / Associated Press / NBC News / New York Times / Down Ballot / Bolts)

poll/ Nearly half of Americans said they struggle to afford groceries, utilities, health care, housing, and transportation, and half said they find it difficult to pay for food. 55% blamed the Trump administration for high grocery prices. (Politico)

⏭️ Notably Next: The 2026 midterms are in 328 days.


🙄 Dept. of These Are Not Serious People.

  1. CMS administrator Mehmet Oz has been using his weekly agency-wide emails to tell more than 6,000 federal employees how many holiday cookies to eat, urging them to “set your intentions” and avoid “double fisting” snacks. The agency defended the tips as helpful guidance even as Oz’s history of promoting unproven health claims, including his praise of green coffee extract as a “magic” weight-loss cure and his incorrect statements about hydroxychloroquine and chloroquine as Covid treatments. (Wired)

  2. Trump admitted that he questioned why the U.S. would admit people from “shithole countries” like Haiti, El Salvador, and several African countries in 2018, contradicting years of denials. Trump then recounted the Oval Office meeting, saying “Why is it we only take people from shithole countries, right? Why can’t we have some people from Norway, Sweden […] But we always take people from Somalia. Places that are a disaster, right? Filthy, dirty, disgusting, ridden with crime.” (Washington Post)

  3. The Trump administration threatened new sanctions on the International Criminal Court unless it changes its governing rules to block any future prosecution of Trump or his senior officials. The warning follows U.S. pressure to stop probes of Israeli leaders and to formally end an investigation of U.S. troops in Afghanistan. (Reuters)

  4. The head of the FAA hasn’t divested his stock in the airline he ran before joining the Trump administration. Bryan Bedford holds between $6 million and $30 million in Republic Airways Holdings Inc. stock. (New York Times / Bloomberg)

  5. Secretary of State Marco Rubio ordered all U.S. diplomats to use Times New Roman 14-point font for official documents in order “to restore decorum and professionalism.” Rubio called the use of Calibri, a modern sans-serif font, a “wasteful DEIA program” that “degraded” State Department correspondence. Some studies, however, suggest that sans-serif fonts like Calibri are easier to read and improve accessibility for those with certain visual disabilities. (Reuters / NBC News / New York Times)

  6. Trump finally won his peace prize, receiving the inaugural “FIFA Peace Prize” that the soccer federation created after he was passed over for the Nobel Peace Prize. The organization offered no explanation for how the new award’s winner was chosen. (USA Today / Associated Press / The Guardian)



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Lake Lewisia #1341

Dec. 10th, 2025 05:24 pm
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Keeping an art collective in the black was never an easy job, however commercial one’s works might be, and so none of them were feeling particularly selective when someone offered funding in exchange for a few commissioned landscapes and animal portraits. There was a great deal of cloak and dagger about it, and the collective all nearly died playing at detectives to reveal the Dorian Gray-esque bargain to which they had become unwitting parties. Had they known that the goal was to preserve endangered animals and threatened ecosystems, transferring the poachers’ bullets and loggers chainsaws to their canvas counterparts, they would have done the work for free, though they saw no reason to mention that after the fact.

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