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Okay, that was weird...
I was dealing with some stress by "acting out" some stuff in my head. Mostly having a third party (say, the shrink I don't currently have) trying to explain to the folks running the apartments that some of their practices are very "triggery" for me.
I do this sort of thing from time to time, because it bleeds off some of the stuff that'd otherwise build up and make me likely to explode at some far too trivial trigger.
What was odd was that I suddenly realized that the "spokesman" in my head was referring to me with female pronouns. Given that my femme side has been more notable by its absence for some time, this was a bit of a surprise, to say the least.
I do this sort of thing from time to time, because it bleeds off some of the stuff that'd otherwise build up and make me likely to explode at some far too trivial trigger.
What was odd was that I suddenly realized that the "spokesman" in my head was referring to me with female pronouns. Given that my femme side has been more notable by its absence for some time, this was a bit of a surprise, to say the least.
Re: IKWYM and deeper.. I've alternated in m life for overtly femme to stealthed.
something like my "Morgan" character would be ok with me. Body female enough to pass any time I wanted, but still having functional male bits.
Hey, I'm used to them. The fully female might be fun to try out, but since I don't *know* that I'd be ok with it...