Going for the long shot since I don't know you quite well: Do you do public speaking? If not, have you considered it? I feel your voice and ideas are strong, and need to be heard. For whatever it's worth, these are the kind of voices that create change.
I am *terrible* at public speaking. And "arguing" things with people is even worse.
I might make an ok essayist, if such were still popular.
But between my abuse issues, PTSD from that and othyer things and my social anxiety/social phobia, public speaking is a *definite* no.
Especially with regards to anything emotionally charged.
I can be rendered mute for all practical purposes in such situations. Old "conditioning". :-(
This issues you speak of are some of the areas that interest me in psychology. So I study, learn and can understand from personal experience (about the social anxiety - I have actually recovered pretty well from it on my own but it used to be severe). Getting your voice out in essay format can be just as powerful. Without words there would be no vocal-speech, you know? Keep writing out your thoughts, feeling, views, values, and opinions - you never know who they might help, including you.
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I am *terrible* at public speaking. And "arguing" things with people is even worse.
I might make an ok essayist, if such were still popular.
But between my abuse issues, PTSD from that and othyer things and my social anxiety/social phobia, public speaking is a *definite* no.
Especially with regards to anything emotionally charged.
I can be rendered mute for all practical purposes in such situations. Old "conditioning". :-(
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